The sky slides off the horizon
Clouds scatter, birds rattle against the dome
I give myself the metal, wood, the stone
Root the reed
Pin the cloud
I am father, breaker, builder
I am mother, creator, composer
I am the pulse of both breeding an infinite
electric hum of forever
The thread of life , sown across eternity
Into this small limbed being
With arms of wind
Heart of fire
Bands upon bands of elemental desire
This fleshy toroid, trembling on the edge of union,
I raised myself man child woman
I praised my own blood’s ancestry
I made my own family
I mothered ideas,
I stood by the forest and saw it as mine
I entered
laid waste to
That coiling line in me
And gave my parts shredded to
a One who was all and nothing
There I was made
Neither father nor mother
A wide gaping fissure spitting
the void into the wind
Wanting
waiting
needing
to devour the world
and fold the sky.